LOST FRIEND

Too many days have passed, for too long words are have not been spoken.

Sad was the day that greed, deceit, vengefulness and spitefulness took hold of her heart. Sad was the day that I discovered who she really was.

It's hard to believe that she was not who I thought she was? Too many times I did not see her. This woman so hurt and damaged. Too many times I over looked the warnings.

For you see, I thought she was my Friend. Too many times I watched her and wondered how and why? Now I understand, only someone so damaged would do the things she has done. I keep wondering how she justifies her actions! But like a hurt animal, she bites the very friend whom so wanted her to succeed.

Sad that things are so complicated. Personalities can not be explained with a few simple words. I am amazed that I never saw that side of her. I am amazed that she could think like that ...be like that ...do like that!

She leaves in her wake only pain and destruction ... relationships in the dust. Stinging from her fierce Tongue, Hurt both emotionally and materialistically.

Is it no wonder, she is ill? That much hatefulness must have an outlet! Or is she really ill? Or is that too an illusion? She hides true self with great skill. With a tongue that is as smooth as silk, never revealing the ugliness that lies below the surface.

So So Sad, I walked around, completely fooled...For this woman I called Friend was never, who I thought she was... Some one whom had morals, ... Someone was giving and caring... and while not perfect... certainly not the evil, conniving, and dishonest. Even after all this time it is still hard for me to fathom she is what she is…

She took my friendship and crushed it under her greed and self-centeredness.

Oh I learned my lesson well...

"When People SHOW you who they are … BELEIVE THEM!"